A statement of love

(Tambien esta en español en otra entrada) _ TO him, I met him a couple of months ago in one of those after party that accustom to make in the houses of others that one doesn't know. _ had seen it somewhere around for the neighborhood flirting to the old of the park, and from time to time to the always in the neighborhood of to the side. I don't still understand that he makes a former -metalman moving from side to side with a minimal mediocre but pleasant tecno. That time I had time of observing all their movements while their girlfriend thought that she was in striptease competition…. Perhaps seem silly but, I dare to say that this so boring one as me and that he wants to speak of something but touching that the waist movement that the fool carries out with the one that comes, seems not to have prejudices on anybody and I can also bet that any comment that makes can damage him the night to but of one of its friends, neither I understand like it can be among so much plastic people and continuing being the simple type that he greets similar to all that he walks on foot or in its defect transmilenio and I don't eat its friends that car to up and to down and in pick and badge or on Fridays taxi. Undoubtedly the girl that it is pretty, she has money, she has a good car then as not noticing this way somebody, and what says the one is very intelligent." About her, they have told me that he studies publicity and that he likes to take beer on Fridays to the front of the university where it takes advantage of one that another negligence with the girl with which sustains a light romance, romance that will never be because she has boyfriend and although the one says that he doesn't go seriously with her, I don't believe him, because last time in the park it counted me that he walked very bad and that it was the first time that felt jealousies, I remind myself a lot because that time I wonder if I at some time had felt it and I responded him what I could (the truth) that alone I had a relationship last year with somebody but I am like in all history of love, 80 pain% and 20% of bitterness… the one loosed the laughter - imbecile – After a time not very distant we became very good friends, the I was I eat little by little what had with the girl of the university collapsed and with the always, (undoubtedly that already the wise thing, the wise thing everybody in the neighborhood) and I counted him everything, good not everything, for my it is very difficult to tell him that I enjoy too much of their company and of their morbid jokes that seem of worker that although I don't see them anything of comic they also finish me pleasing if the the bill like he knows how to count them, and if he smiles like he knows how to smile and I eat he sometimes smokes: the flower of the malice. Last week I was of being said it, fair after having " putiado " to an stupud of the neighborhood that the five pesetas, the is almost believed he lights it, but it was very fantastic it seemed of movie, is began to play micro soccer and $30mil bet for head and no team put goal, they were but concentrated in being given nudges and underhanded kicks of those that he realized everybody but none says anything, until there it was…, the type that I take out him the elbow to Him when already almost removed him the ball, I believe that that was not it that him “emputo”, but after the it occurred half turn the type he gave to the ball on the back, and as me it was exactly there he gave me in the face, (he gave me heavy) but the worst thing was that the H.P that he laughed as if it had been very amusing, then I saw of intuicion that He came out running with many desires where that type, when I raised the face to see that the idiot could happen that he was in the floor, and but pale that the combination of all the colors, and the vulgarities but barbarians that there never I hearded. That time until I was afraid, it was done with so much anger, it was brave and as if it was possessed by the same demon, after that you ends up the party and they left because the one continued mentioning barbaries, so to see that he caught. - I felt so well that gave him the thank you to have made that he made, we stay speaking of everything, and when it was already late when all will have slept, we stay looking, looking, looking, and this way in silence as 6 seconds; until the one passed spit and under the look, I pucker the frown, and he said goodbye very strange… and he left as if it was afraid, good not… perhaps confused. On the following day I don't speak to myself. I began to believe that what had listened and what had told me of the girls ones with those that it was and that toward and that the was pure…with the girl and that he was not run to anything it was pure “false”, or me not you if I am judging bad but perhaps with me it is not this way… good it is also certain that it is not same,-the I sit down -. But as me if you that it is what happens here and not me the “marica” although don't sit down this way and know perfectly that I fascinate the old ones so much or the same as the but that it is sometimes difficult to find somebody that you are identified so much with one that is better not to look for anything neither to have a prototype like they either have it many man or woman is but she gives me same… alone I wait that some day - hopefully when no longer this married with Tatiana (I eat up the witch she said) - I achieves me to understand. The end…I think so.